Abandoned bows

I used to be SO into gyaru! USED to. I was always asking for new makeup, circle lenses, clothes, etc and always practicing my makeup and trying new techniques from scans and tutorials... but now I've noticed ever since I've seen the way a lot of gyaru's bash each other on the internet I haven't wanted to post pictures of MY OWN gyaru style for fear that I'll have to hear it. That is why, if your wondering, why I never post gyaru pictures. It also crushed my motivation.  I know it seems pathetic, but that is seriously why. If you've read gyaru secrets or seen some anon comments on your or other's blogs you'd probably understand. Of course, there is the time and money factor of the gyaru style. I NEVER have time to do that makeup and hair, which takes more than twice the time it takes to do my normal hair and makeup. So, I am not leaving gyaru, but I think that if I ever post gyaru pictures, I am going to make sure it's flawless and purely gyaru, although anons and such will still find something to say... *sigh*... I HAVE gotten mean anon comments on my blog before, but I delete them right away! I don't even care what they have to say, but sometimes I can't help but read the comments. I love my readers and followers that are SO kind and probably wouldn't say anything rude to me about my style, but there are people out there that live for bashing people, and I just DON'T want to hear bashing directed towards me.