2 years without removing makeup

Yup, this title is exactly what it sounds like. The 20 year old, Korean girl, Bae Dal-mi you see below chose to wear her makeup 24-7 for... 2 YEARS. 

She was considered to be very pretty, but that did not stop her from vowing never to be seen with her natural face. She reapplied and retouched her makeup for 2 years straight, never once removing it. 

Bae Dal-mi fell in love with makeup at the at of 14. From then on she developed more and more skills with applying makeup. Soon, her makeup masked face was the face she was dependent on and never wanted to be seen without. Bae also revealed that she was dissatisfied with her appearance and had considered plastic surgery on 10 areas of  her face. 

Even with family and at home, she became obsessed with makeup and chose not to remove it, even at night. "I wanted to look perfect at all times, I even slept with makeup on." she shares. Her most important item is a mirror and she makes sure to have one at all times to reapply and retouch her makeup-- applying layer after layer over her existing makeup. 

Over two years, Bae has not used any makeup remover or cleanser to remove the makeup. Her mother, fed up with her daughter's makeup obsession, contacted a TV station to share her story and hopefully even convince her to remove her everlasting makeup mask.

During a variety, she visited with a dermatologist and a group of doctors that convinced her to FINALLY remove the two year's worth of un-removed layers of old makeup. After a skin checkup, they discovered that her skin was 40 years old-- two times her actual age. Not to mention the ton of small bumps that were hidden far beneath the makeup. 

Early aging is just another horrible side effect of keeping makeup on for such an amount of time and not taking proper care of you skin. Not only is her skin now twice her age, she had immense clogged pores.  

Makeup artists cleverly gave her makeup routine a makeover. They came up with a more natural alternative to her former makeup routine, one using a very small amount of makeup. Now she has discovered a new confidence in her new face and is happy with her appearance. 

See ladies? 

This is why you should always wash your face before bedtime. Over-wear of makeup causes early ageing and many other skin problems! If you want to look beautiful, take care of your natural face and embrace it with makeup, do not mask it with skin-killing makeup. Don't get me wrong, makeup is a wonder for anyone, but you should always remove it. Doctor's recommend that you wash your face before bed time, so go ahead and soap up and love that pretty face of yours!!! 

XOXO

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My Opinion on Ashely and Shiena

I've noticed that a majority of my traffic is from the keywords "ashley gyaru secrets", "shiena gyaru", "who is ashley and shiena", "ashley shiena visa", etc... So, here is my opinion on them.

I think there are far more gyarus to care about, why care so much about these girls? What did they do that was so important to make us waste time googling them? Why are they so famous? For making childish videos on Youtube, trying to get a visa, going out with hosts, what? I don't get it! Stop caring about their life, it's none of your business either, so don't bash them for what they do either. They aren't going to change for anons   and haters! So stop posting meaningless secrets and hates all around the internet trying to create drama with these girls that probably don't care what you have to say! So, just stop it girls, care about your own life!

Sorry, I had to vent. I felt the need to vent.

XOXO

OH HELL NO!

So, I DID say I wouldn't be going on gyaru secrets anymore, but I heard something about ZhiZhi being on it a lot this weekend, so I had to look at it... OH HELL NO! ZhiZhi shall not be posted multiple times on gyaru secrets! She is AMAZING and that troll poster can say nothing bad, at all, about ZhiZhi! No! I know I shouldn't get worked up about it, but.. NO! I don't like perfectly AMAZING people being trolled on gyaru secrets! See? This is exactly why I HATE gyaru secrets! URG, these posts make me angry!!! I swear if anymore posts end up about my favourite people, I shall make a badass post about gyaru secrets and the trolls on it! Why waste my effort? Because! It makes me very angry!!! I don't think you've ever seen my hostile bitchy side, but here it is. So now you know. I am very much against hating people for no reason.

Let's analyse the secrets, shall we???

To the posters on G_S:
"You're just jealous that Zhizhi is gorgeous, nice, and AMAZING! Also, you envy her blog-- how awesomely successful and popular it is! Get over yourself and realise ZhiZhi will always be better than you! Muhahaha!"
Sincerely,
Yumi
XOXO
P.S. the analysis is really for people that post secrets on gyaru secrets, but other readers can enjoy themselves if you want.

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-_- she does put a lot of effort into her makeup! Just look at it closely and see the skill! The skill that you poster of this secret doesn't have! 

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How do you know she lives somewhere where the drinking age is something other than 21, you assuming American (again, nothing against you wonderful Americans, just the assuming ones). If you weren't such a troll then maybe you'd get your facts straight before you start posting senseless secrets! 

        ⇓From Zhizhi's blog⇓                                                ⇓From Gyaru Secrets⇓

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See the difference?I know I do!!! ZhiZhi is not fat! She's has a beautiful body, you need to shut your mouth. You should probably go to the gym and cut back on the cupcakes yourself (^_^) You also totally shortened and widened that photo!!! Look at the one on the right that I put. See? It's longer and narrower. What kind of psychotic, sick, jealous person tries to make someone look fatter??? The picture on the right... does it look fat??? No! because I didn't do anything to it! I kept her body the way it was!! You bullshitter. 

I hope you have enjoyed my wonderfully grand rant!!! Oh, I bet this isn't the last you'll see of my hostile bitchy side.... it comes out when I see things I don't like. And today was one of those days when it comes out... Yeah, don't mess with my hostile bitchy side... (>.>) 

Circle Lenses Harmful?

Recently I've heard some bad things about circle lenses in the USA. As you probably already know, I've ordered circle lenses. Apparently they are harmful and cause blindness. But, how come I never hear, nor ever heard, bad stories from actual people that wear circle lenses??? That's weird. What I'm thinking is that maybe the people writing it are stupid, stereotyping, assuming Americans (sorry perfectly awesome and knowledgable Americans, but sometimes some Americans are what I described above) that hear the American contact brands complaining that people stopped buying their colour contacts for ones that actually benefit the size and sexiness or your eyes and write a rant about it just by the rumour-has-it method. Hence, other assuming people hear this and rant, as well. I also noticed that articles (I researched the harmful effects of circle lenses my whole study period, which is two hours) mentioning the harmful effects were written when circle lenses became popular or when the US FDA heard about them. Hmm, fishy.

That brings up something else I've heard about circle lenses. They aren't approved by the US FDA. BUTT, they are approved by the Korean FDA!!! I don't get it!!! How come the US finds circle lenses so bad, but Korea approves them and manufactures them legally? That just sound really peculiar to me. Maybe it's because doctors are losing money because people aren't coming to them for colour contact fittings and such? I don't know, but I really don't think Asian countries would legalise  and approve the health of something that is harmful. If you don't know, Asian countries are kind of more advanced than the US in many ways. They are also healthier than the US. How come cigarettes are legal and they legalise marijuana in certain amounts in California, but disapprove circle lenses? It's not like people will become addicted to circle lenses, or get lung cancer, and stuff like that. I'm not expert, but I think it has something to do with income. Yeah that's right, the dough, the cash, the MONEY!!! I mean drugs bring in income, cigarettes do, and guess what? So do colour contacts. So when Asian companies were making money off Americans, the US was probably like, "OH, HELL NO! Those Asian countries can't take our money! We shall make circle lenses illegal for sale in the US!"

Studies also show that almost 2 million women, girls, and even guys (yeah, guys DO wear circle lenses) wear circle lenses in Japan! That's more than 30% of the population!!! So that means if circle lenses did harm people, wouldn't I hear more about the danger of them on the internet from people other than ranting, KnowItAll Americans??? It's because circle lenses are only harmful if you don't take care of them the right way, or have freakishly small or big eyes and need a bigger or smaller base curve.

This is my opinion, and it hasn't been approved by anybody (the US would probably arrest me for bashing them this way since I'm a USA citizen, or maybe not haha)

Review Time: HoneyColor.com

So, if you have read my last post, you probably know that I ordered circle lenses from Honey Color (I'll review them when I get them). For now, I'll review the site and customer service of HoneyColor.com

I thought the site was pretty and professionally designed. That is a big thing to me because I won't buy from a site that is unattractive and unprofessional design. So, my Dad place the order for me on Thursday. I received an email saying they are processing my order on the same night, which is pretty good I think. They sent me an email this morning informing me that my order had been shipped and that I will receive my package on December 29th. WHAT!? I mean it's great that they shipped my order at the time they are supposed to, but after Christmas??? When I first ordered it, the confirmation email had said it would arrive right before Christmas! It is my Christmas present and I really wanted it ON Christmas. So, there's a thumbs down for me: they lie about delivery times!!! Anyways, now I have to wait four days after Christmas to get my package. Great!! (not) Well, I did want express shipping, but my Dad ordered without me with my Uncle and he said I didn't need express shipping, that my package will come before Christmas even with standard shipping. No, Mr. KnowItAll, it's coming all the way from Malaysia! Don't you understand that if it's coming all the way from there, it will take a long time? No, because you're a KnowItAll. So, thanks to him, now my lenses are coming four days after Christmas!!! I'm not the happiest person right now...

So, I've been hearing some pretty bad reviews on HoneyColor. Complaints such as: they don't reply to email, they don't send tracking numbers, they never ship their packages, they don't refund, they send refunds quicker than it takes to ship packages, they don't give reasons why they didn't send their packages, it takes forever for packages to come,and many more. But, they replied to my emails and they already shipped my package. Hopefully, nothing bad happens from here. I thought the customer service was the same as Zappos, which has very good service reviews. They sent my package out at the same time and it took the same amount of time to reply to my emails. They both sent me tracking information that didn't work right away, but that's how tracking numbers work. They don't give information right away. Overall, I thought HoneyColor's customer service was decent and acceptable.

When I get my lenses, if I don't have problems like other people, I'll tell you how my service has went from this point and review the lenses.

Wanna buy lenses from them?

I also have their site banner on my sidebar. Yes! That is what I wanted! Woo-Hoo!!!

Types of People I Hate

I'm not going to rant about how I hate people, but there are certain personalities that irk me sooo much, you know what I mean? Everyone has to have some kind of person they hate, not a certain person (we all have those, too) but just that certain personality that you tend to not be found of. I have four in particular.

The Big-Nose
I am NOT saying I hate people with big noses, I could care less about the size of someone's nose. I hate people that butt their nose into everyone's business even if they have no right to know. It's like they always want to know everything, even if they are not your friend or the thing they're butting into has nothing to do with them. Also, they always have to get their opinion in.Sometimes, when I'm talking to someone like this, I feel like yelling, "What's it to ya?!" but I don't want to be so harsh and mean, so I just take a deep breath and try to act friendly.

For example: You're talking to your friend, in class, about the new kid in school that you're really attracted to and then the girl sitting behind you and your friend, that you've barely ever talked to your whole lifetime in school, pokes her head in and says, "The new kid, the tall one with the blonde hair and blue eyes? It's going to be hard getting to know him better if there's already like ten girls trying to get with him."

The Superior Intellect
Now, there is nothing wrong with being smart; being smart is great, but flaunting it and boasting about how better you are than everyone else is totally unnecessary. Just because you got an A in calculus doesn't mean you're better than everyone else. Superior Intellects are always bragging about their day and how great they are at succeeding in life; it's always about them. You have to bow down to them when the enter the room. You have to agree with everything they say, even if it's completely wrong. They usually have a insensitive, rude look on other people, as well.  Oh, and if you disagree with something they say, then you're dumb and inferior and everything you say is wrong. I have a tendency to disagree with Superior Intellects, so I do  not have good relationships with them.

For example: You're going out to dinner with you're friends and one of them brings their husband along. Right away he starts boasting about how successful his career and income have been. Pretty soon he says, "My wife here should consider herself lucky to be married to me. I bring in all the income and she gets to stay at home and relax, how many people get to do that?. Too bad she didn't get proper education, or I could get that Corvette convertible I've always wanted."

The Codswallopers
These people like to talk behind people's back, spread rumours, and fabricate things about themselves and others. Why I hate them? Because they're always talking about people that are better people then them! I'm not saying that all of them are bad people, because they might not be, but when people like this see someone richer, nicer, more attractive, or nicer, they bash them for it. Sometimes they make up lies about themselves to make themselves feel better about themselves. Sometimes they aren't as great as they make themselves up to be. The sad thing is, these people usually tend to be the more popular people because no one wants to offend them or you'll be their next victim. For some reason, probably because I actually respect people and I'm nice, I am targeted by the Codswallopers. You should hear some of the rumours that went around about me before.

For example: Your best friend, who is also new to town, is really pretty and nice and everyone seems to get along with her and like her. Tina (just a random name) was always the one with the most friends. So, when Tina heard about your best friend being now the most popular girl, she tells her group of friends along with a few of your own that your best friend sleeps around with college guys and that her family has no money and lives in a trailer.She also tells people that she saw her fooling around with a teacher at the beginning of the year. Also, Tina is satisfied when people start talking about your best friend and begin to look down upon her.

The Loverboy
Now, when I say loverboy, I don't mean all the ladies love this guy, because most likely they don't. I mean the guys that act like they're a big hunk and all the girls love him. He's usually flipping his hair, dressing like a gangster, or bragging about how many girls he's slept with this year. Usually they aren't all that great and they aren't a mr. loverlover like he says he is. He's probably just a guy that doesn't shower daily, plays video games, watches porn, and is still a virgin. Some of the things they say make them sound rude, disrespectful, and disgusting. I absolutely can't stand guys like this!! I want to slap them and tell them to grow up and stop acting.

For example: You are talking to a couple of guys that are your friends when one of their friends walks up to you walking like some kind of drunk gangster. He immediately starts yelling in a much too loud voice, "I banged Lea (another random name) last night!! You know, Lea, the one I met during the summer? Yeah, I banged her last night and she had an orgasm!! And guess what, I called her best friend and told her to meet up with me on Friday! Awesome, right?"

Happy Nuts and Jelly Ads

So I downloaded some magazine scans today when I was supposed to be doing school work...... they happened to be Happy Nuts Dec. and Jelly Dec. I was flipping through all the pictures forgetting about some of the horrid ads at the back... like the weight loss ads, you all know what I'm talking about, right??? Yeah well both magazines happened to have some of those oh so lovely weight loss ads right at the back like always. I thought being thin was getting to be an obsession in the US and only the US, but I look at this and I see the US is not the only country with media body issues... The sad this is that some of the girls aren't even fat to start out, maybe a little flabby, but that's nothing a couple days a week at the gym can't tone up!! There is no need to look skeletal or look like death... I'm sorry, but there is a point where people should stop losing weight... these girls should've stopped losing weight at that point!! It makes me sad to see them like that! Now, I don't know if they have been made to look like that or what, but it's really awkward and unhealthy looking! I know some people think it's normal for asians to have a low weight since they have a naturally smaller structure, yeah yeah yeah. No one is going to tell me it's normal for people to look skeletal or anorexic! It's unhealthy! I know you've probably heard about this topic on other gyaru blogs, but I never really noticed how disgusting they were until today!!

Well here they are:

                            ^^^^^^Do you think it's normal for girls to look like this???? ^^^^^^^

Problems (;___;)

So I attempted to put some polls in my posts instead of on my sidebar using a widget... but guess what??? They worked and I was sooo happy!! Then... I noticed my background was all messed up, so I removed the poll posts and the background went back to normal! What the heck!!!??? I don't understand why it did that (@_@) and it makes me angry (>◠<) Sooo, I guess I'll give it another try... or maybe not. I don't know, we'll see if it works!!

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This is just a random post today... I didn't know what to call it.... haha. So I'm thinking about putting a poll on my blog, if I can figure out how to!! So stay tuned and keep checkin in and please answer the poll if you can!! (^_^) No more holiday until Christmas, awwwwz!!! Well, time will pass by fast since I'm on my toes about Christmas... or on the other hand, since I'm on my toes about Christmas, time might pass by slower... uhhhh, hmmm, well I rather have it past by faster anyways!! This post isn't really worth reading unless you enjoy reading my meaningless blabber... haha. Well, actually it's about to get better.... maybe, if I don't have a brain fart while thinking... 


I don't think my brain is working today... I'm trying to remember 


Okay... sooo... let's talk about something that really annoys me (hehehe I got an IDEA!!!) 


When people try and control your life... oh yess my biggest pet peeve right there, other than whistling and chewing with your mouth open. Yeah, anyways, I keep getting off topic (>.<).  Recently, I was discussing my wonderfully brilliant breakthrough of wanting to be psychiatrist  with my Dad and Uncle and telling them how good the job would be for me. I was expecting them to stand up and give me a pat on the back and a round of applause, well not really, but at least a positive attitude. My Uncle starts murmuring about how I need a ton of education to be a psychiatrist and my Dad starts telling me I should be an accountant or a veterinarian.... and I'm like WHAT THE HECK! and my dreams were crushed into a fine powder that dissolved into the air (-_-;) UGH, whyyy? I finally think of something I wanna do in life and it's rejected. What am I supposed to do now? And my Uncle thinks I can't do anything. After my Dad tried to convince me to be a veterinarian, which I do not want to be whatsoever, my oh so very wonderful Uncle told me I was never going to be able to do it, it's just too much education and hard work that I won't be able to do. So nice, right? Well, you know what, I spend a big humungous chunk of my life going to school learning stuff I might never ever use during my lifetime, I'm going to do something that's worth it and that pays good. I don't wanna bother being an accountant or a secretary when I worked so hard during my childhood to go somewhere in life!! If I want to be something, I shall be it!! No one can tell me that I can't do something, what do they know anyways?! Do they have some magical crystal ball that can see into my future and foresee that I can't be a psychiatrist? Of course they don't! So I don't want people telling me what I can and can't do!! This isn't the first time that has happened either!! I really don't wanna sound like a totally insane angry madwomen, so I am going to change my tone... haha (<◡<) When I was scheduled for an interview with my modelling agency for the first time, I told my aunt and uncle over dinner since they didn't know only my parents did. My aunt says that I won't make it past Tuesday. (my interview was for Tuesday) So, I spent hours contemplating why she doesn't think I'll make it past Tuesday. Hmm, maybe she thinks I'm too ugly to model, too fat, maybe she is jealous I am going to an interview, maybe she thinks I will never be successful and it's a waste of time, or maybe she doesn't want me to be a model at all, or maybe she thinks modelling is stupid... I went on like that for hours that night!! I finally came to a conclusion that I really shouldn't listen to what people tell me. They can't control my life. If they say I can't do something, it's most likely because they were never able to do it. I think that's it!! I mean my aunt never modelled so she thinks I can't, my Uncle never got a huge college education so he thinks that I can't, my Dad didn't get to be what he wanted so he thinks I can't. I HATE people like that (I guess the change of tone thing didn't work out like I thought), just because they didn't get to do something it doesn't mean that I can't!! I am a completely different person and I can. When people say things like that, I try to refrain from having a kanip which I usually don't succeed at, and try to be positive and say, "Oh yes I can, just watch me." in that smartass way i  do. All I know is that it makes me soooo angry when people say I can't do something. They have so much nerve to say that. They are stupid and have now made it into my burn book. You know, saying things like this can be really hurtful. Crushing spirits really shouldn't be a way of fulfilling your hidden inside anger towards your failure. Think about it in a worse situation: a child in an orphanage says, "I really want to go home with that family that just came in", and an older child there say, "No, you'll never be adopted! No one wants you!" and that older child said that because he's been there longer than everyone. How sad that child must be to hear that from another child. That just goes to show you I am not insane or bitchy. 

What The Heck?!

Gyaru Secrets is so stupid lately, I can't stand it. All the ever do is talk about Shiena and Ashley, like really who cares? Talk about something else, like actual gyaru stuff. I don't think having sex with hosts and marrying for a visa is gyaru. Makeup critic is gyaru and that's why I read gyaru secrets. Not to hear about Ashley's latest weight issues. I don't know, I think I'm going to stop reading it, it's a waste of time anyway. (^_^)

sushi (O.O)

I went to a chinese/ japanese restaurant with my sister and dad on Saturday and a table of four across from us ordered one of those huge wooden boats full of sushi. I mean there is like enough sushi for ten people in that thing and there was only four of them. How much sushi can you eat??? There is 60 pieces of sushi in that boat. That means each of them had to eat 15 pieces to finish the entire boat equally. That's a lot of sushi. And they aren't the little rolls like I usually eat six pieces of. They are like full on sushi cones and stuff. OMG! It just made my stomach upset thinking about all that raw fish and stuff. Bleeehhh!! But I ❤sushi. It's good when you don't eat a ton of it. My usual sushi dinner is cucumber roll and miso soup (^_^) 

Thanksgiving?

........... (-_-;) I hate thanksgiving!... and it's coming soon. It doesn't make any sense. All it involves around is eating and turkeys and I don't get the point of it. Can't I just have a break from school without thanksgiving? Thank you, that would be great. Now, of course I have to celebrate it because in my family, you're awful if you don't join the family for holiday. But, the thing is... I'm a vegetarian. Everyone says thanksgiving is so fun because of the food, but not for me! I'm not self centred, but no one cares if i'm stuck eating carrots and water. I can't eat 80% of the food served on Thanksgiving and I don't like hanging around a bunch of old people that are shorter than me. It's an awkward experience, trust me on this one. I know it's useless to rant about a harmless little holiday, but I've had to deal with it every year and I'm fed up with Thanksgiving. I just don't like it. AND... (i know i'm probably sounding like a bother) I have to have Thanksgiving TWICE this year!! Urg, that's annoying. I have to go to my mum's for it and then come back home and have it with the rest of my family. I guess I'll just have to hold back and get through it. Plus, guess what comes after Thanksgiving? Christmas!!! Oh yeah, my favourite holiday!!! \(*O*)/

Really???

I find this truly amazing and unbelievable. There is this gal on youtube that did an AMAZING gyaru makeup tutorial. She did a great job and the makeup was blog worthy. Here's the catch: I was reading comments below the video when it was done and I scanned over uploader comments. Someone asked her what brand of makeup she used and where they could get it. She responded by saying that she got all of her makeup from her local dollar store! She said she didn't have any brand name makeup except Rimmel London. I was like, "what what now?" Because i usually spend like $25 on drugstore brand makeup when I'm on a budget and I can only get like four items. What the heck??? And nevermind about $25. Some gals spend almost $500 dollars on Candy Doll or M.A.C!!! Like what the heck? If she bought all of the makeup necessary  to do gyaru makeup then she bought all of it for less than $20 (since everything in the dollar store is $1. Well, I don't think I trust buying makeup at the dollar store, but her makeup looked really good. Is she just magical or what? Because I've bought lipgloss from the dollar store and it was crappy as hell! I've never bought any other makeup besides that from that place. All I know is that it's possibly possible to be gyaru on a tight budget. Just a message for any gyarus running out of money. 

wellness

so, later on today in school in wellness, me favourite class \(^_^)/ we did a health exam. It was easy calculating the amount of activity you get in one week and all that jazz. Then we did the body exam (horror movie doom music in background) (O.O). I was really worried about it, because of my evil conscious telling me i'm fat. Well, anyways, we had to get weighed and measured. According to today's wellness class I'm: 5 feet and 6 inches tall, 112 pounds, with a BMI of 18.1 in the 25th percentile, and my measurements are 34-24-34.5. I guess I'm kind of relieved because that is a perfectly normal weight for my height and age. I still think I'm fat, though. Can't help that. Since sixth grade it's been implanted in my brain because apparently I have a trace of fat genes in my blood (URG! damn you mum!). Yeah, so some girls started getting upset and mad because their BMI said that they were overweight. From what I could see they weren't overweight. They had to have been not more than 130-140 pounds. A lot of the girls that were classified as overweight had healthy weight measurements. What is up with that??? I don't know, but some were big boned or muscular. Does muscle weight more than fat? I don't know, actually i do know. A couple years ago, I was really athletic. I did strength training and light weights everyday. I don't think I could pinch half an inch off my thighs. I was really fit. I weighed 120 pounds and i was 5'2". I wasn't fat though. I wore a 1-3 in juniors jeans. But according to my BMI and doctor I was fat. Well at that time I was ending puberty so I did gain weight, but I wasn't fat. So why did my BMI say so? I guess muscle does weight more than fat. Now, though, I guess I kinda stretched out, Haha. I grew four inches and and lost seven pounds. Those seven pounds were probably solid muscle. Can you lose muscle? Well, if that's possible then that's probably the case because I have barely any muscle at all. I have some lean muscle, but mostly it's??? i don't know?? a thin layer of fatty material on top of my tiny amount of muscle. Well anyways I've lost weight again. I was 115 pounds this summer and my measurements were 34-25-35. That brings up another topic (i'm very talkative today, haha!). My uncle says I've gained weight. But that's not true because I've lost weight. I'm oh so very confused O.o. 

The BIG question

So, as i was at school in study hall, this sudden question popped into my head. "What am I going to do with my life?" Hmm, good question......uhhh... i don't know. That's what sucks about this question. Does anybody really know how to answer that? Well, duh, of course there are some people that know exactly what they are going to do with themselves from the minute their born-- well not really, but you know what I'm saying. I've had this idea to go to law school and become a lawyer, but so many people that are lawyers that I know say, "it's so stressful", "don't waste your life on other people's problems", "you'll hate it!". I mean isn't almost every job stressful? I don't think there really is any job where you can just sit on your butt and meditate. Of course if you are a meditation instructor, then maybe you have a stress free job, but overall I can't think of any job that doesn't make you rush or get off your feet or want to to plop down on your bed and sleep forever. That is how school makes me feel, so I guess I'm prepared for a job. But, what about college? Like people are already planning  that and I have only a glimpse of where and what I'm going to do about college. I'm thinking community college or is that too bummy? What about state college? Oh, I don't know. I am just fearing that I'll be one of those people that stay at home everyday in their bathrobe, envying successful people, while eating frozen waffles, and reading newspaper job listings. Ohhh, the horror. I want to be one of the people that get up in the morning and have a reason to live and grab a coffee and get on to their job. I don't want to be the envious, bathrobe cladded, waffle eater of my mind. So, the big question, "what am I going to do with my life." Yup, I think I will be a psychiatrist. Haha, that was probably unexpected, but yeah I totally want to be a psychiatrist. As I was thinking about my past and what I'm good at and contemplating on what I'm going to do with my life, I started thinking that I was always the one out of my friends that would talk to them when they needed someone. I would let them blow snot on my shoulder as they wailed in the girls bathroom about some boy that broke up with them after two weeks. Yeah, I was the shoulder to cry on. Isn't that what a psychiatrist does? They sit there and listen to people go on about how suck their life is. It's a completely selfless job. Well, then again I am basically a selfless person. I barely ever blow snot on anyone's shoulder. I never talk about problems with other people. Just me and conscious on those things because when I DO talk about my problems with other people, they say I'm overreacting. I guess that's why my friends always turned to me when they needed a good cry; because I don't tell them that they're overreacting. I don't say anything. I let them get it out and then bash the person that hurt them or tell them everything will turn out fine. I mean, psychs don't go and bash the people that hurt their client, but it's just the situation. I would make one hell of a psych in my opinion. So, yup, that is what I want to do with my life. I've finally made up my mind. The only thing left is college... I'll get that figured out though, I have time. There still is one question, will I be able to wear my gyaru makeup when I'm counselling someone? Umm, probably not. Oh well, haha. With a win you gotta have a lose. 

Oil pastels as lipstick?

okay, so a few days ago I was sitting at my dining room table with my sister and she's colouring. There is a box of oil pastels next to me and I notice how red one of them were. So I was like, "wow! pretty red colour!" and I started putting it on my lips. It felt kind of dry and yucky, but the colour was so bright and vivid. I took a picture of it on photobooth since my computer was right in front of me. p.s. i know it's not that great of a photo and i know it's not gyaru (it wasn't supposed to be >.<) so i don't wanna hear it! 

gyaru secrets

gyaru secrets were really stupid this week. Most of the secrets were about Ashley. What is with Ashley? Just because she posted some pointless videos about her experience in Japan she suddenly became infamous! I know she probably did more than that, but I don't get the point of the posts. They're always about her adopting Shiena or about her being a prostitute. It makes me wonder... do these posters really know Ashley? or are they just criticising her for nothing. I just wish people would post about something DIFFERENT! I like the old posts actually talking about gyaru. That way it was easier to analyse the posts, which i love to do on my blog. Also, i kind of think gyaru secrets is turning into lolita secrets, just worse. In lolita secrets you see them actually talking about style, but it's childish. In gyaru secrets you see people talking about ashley and shiena and sometimes makeup in an immature, tiresome way. What happened g_s??? 

OMG! Hilarious!

So this is something that made me crack up when I first saw it. In Japan, they sell condoms printed with kawaii characters and in pastel colours. And, Ha, oh my goodness, they are made for little winkies!!! hahaha. That is so weird that is amuses me. 
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