I like tortles!

Guess what? I found a little box turtle! Well, he's like a tortoise because he lives on land. My sister named him Harley. We didn't keep him, of course. We let him go in the garden ^_^ so he can go and crawl around and eat bugs and flowers or whatever. I gotta say, he was a pretty zen turtle, he modelled for the camera and everything! 

My cat wanted to eat him!!! :O 

Past Life

I've always been superstitious and I believe in all that spiritual stuff, but lately I've been getting these feelings like constant deja vu. I know this must sound insane, but have you ever had that feeling like you've been in a similar situation or you've met someone before? Most people just forget it and don't really think much of it, I think, so you may not know what the heck I'm talking about. On the other hand, I think way too much about those experiences.

So I've come to a conclusion that we've all had another life in the past and those feelings we get now are just memories from the past that fabricate in our minds when something similar to something that happened in a past life happens. I think this is the reason why we always get deja vu. It could be some other reason, but why would we get the feeling that something has happened before? There really is no answer, this is just philosophy, man. We'll never know @_@

It's just so cool to think about, am I right? No, just think about it and you'll get it..

The reason I wanted to bring this up is because there is this person (no names :P ) that I don't know well at all, barely ever talked to them, they're just an acquaintance. Well, from the first day I saw them for the first time, I immediately felt connected to this person. Like we have a strong bond even though we don't. I feel like we've known each other for so long, but we don't even talk to each other. These connections are so strong and freak me out so much that I try to avoid this person, but I always seem to find myself in their presence and making out-of-the-blue eye contact with them. What the what? Is this like a haunting or something? This is so scary, please tell me I'm not alone, AH!

Share your stories if you have any, I love to hear this stuff! 

Happy Shrooms

Yes, the title is random (not really)

This is just a little update to say well, that I feel like I need to find way more things to blog about. I haven't been blogging in a while, right? Well, mostly because I'm writing a post for BeachBody  so that will be up in a little while. Well, anyways I've been so busy with school and everything, so I haven't really though about my blog, but not to worry, I'll be up and blogging soon. I always have these little times when I just can't blog, but they always past and I EXPLODE with ideas on what to blog about. Just wait.

Well thank you for all the views people! I've had over 7000 unique visitors. That's okay, right? Well, even if it's not, I'm still proud of it. ^_^

Think I'm bragging? Well, I'm not. There are plenty of people with more visitors than me so...

╭∩╮（︶︿︶）╭∩╮

Smiley waffle 

Happy Shrooms 

SuperFast Jelly Fish 

Bleh Days

Do you ever have those days when you just feel like "bleh". Like there is no way of explaining it other than "bleh". It those days when you feel gross, and tired, and you don't feel like doing anything, and you are in a really bad mood. I've had a "bleh" day for three days in a row now. I mean yesterday not so much, but I still felt "bleh". (Okay I know I know I sound so weird saying "bleh" all the time) Today, I feel really "bleh". I just want to go home and sleep, for 12 hours.

Here's a bunny since Easter is coming and I love bunnies! (I'm very random)

OMG THAT BUNNY IS SO CUTE! 

I got going with another beauty post yesterday, which is good because I haven't had any motivation whatsoever until I bought my awesome lip plumper on Friday and decided to share my lip tips with you. For some reason when I post random blog posts such as this I get my motivation back and a random idea for a beauty post pops into my head! So, don't mind me, I'm just trying to get some motivation!

I think I might do a post on Spring makeup! I keep deciding on different makeup posts, but then I never do them O.o Well, I'll do this one for sure because spring makeup has to be my favourite.

Chanel Spring 2012 Makeup Inspiration:

Oh yeah, and I hope you know my favourite band is the Gorillaz. Here is a picture I drew of the three virtual Gorillaz characters: Noodle, Murdoc, and 2-D in Photoshop-- any good, eh? I'm not even going to show you the first picture I drew in paint-- one word FAIL! I also post a song below that expresses my feelings today, nostalgic and air-headed-- not to mention it's one of my favourite songs on their Plastic Beach album.

❤Hello❤

Hai there! It's been a while since you've seen an update from me, but here I am, back from my break in Florida! Oh god, was is fantastical there! It was beautiful the whole time and on the one day it rained in the morning it cleared up to an almost perfect day! I was so glad I had good luck while down there! I guess I'll tell you what I did in Florida!

 When me and my sister arrived we didn't do much besides go out to eat, but then we went to the mall and went shopping. I got a an outfit and a ton of makeup! I also went to Bath and Body Works and bought a bunch of good smelling stuff. The malls there are huge, even the ones that are considered small there are still big compared to the ones I usually go to. There was Gucci and Burberry and all those stores I never see! It was like heaven. The Victoria's Secret there was AMAZING and that's where I got most of my new makeup. I had to buy new foundation, since I tanned while there.(Don't worry, I'll take pictures and swatches of everything I got later.)

I spent a lot of time at the community pool swimming and tanning. I also went to the beach. It was beautiful weather and the water was like pure aqua! I got sun burnt, but thankfully a few days later it turned to a nice golden tan ^_^ Tans are prettyful!

I went to go see a movie, as well. I saw the Lorax in 3D. I know it's a little kid movie, but who doesn't want to see cute little animals and poofy trees in 3D? I don't know anyone except meany heads. It was a good movie anyways and extremely cute in 3D.

Then I went to Epcot in Disney. Man, do I love that place! I got to go to Mexico, Norway, Germany, China, Japan, Italy, France, Morocco, and the United Kingdom all in one day. The thing that really sucks is that I didn't get any pictures of Epcot :'( which is really disappointing since it was really pretty and amazing there. I bought something for my mom in Morocco and German gummy bears. I ate falafel in Morocco, yummy ^_^

I got pictures from Florida that I will upload later today, not many since I had a lack of camera and time, but I got some including pictures from the beach and the room in the house that I stayed at. Oh yeah, I stayed in a community in Jensen Beach, if you didn't already know. All the houses are stucco and the insides are beautiful. I love the outsides too because of the tropical plants and flowers and palm trees, but it'a on a wildlife preserve so it's kind of scary.

I'll do a "non-video" makeup tutorial some time this week. The tutorial will be "Victoria's Secret Champagne Sweetness". I got inspired by a Valentine's day tutorial on their website. So I switched some things up and called in Champagne Sweetness. I'll be using some Victoria's Secret products as well, so I guess it's an advert tutorial.

Hope you all have a wonderful wednesday, it's the middle of the week and Fridays only a day away now! (that's the way I look at it anyway)

Aw Sad

I didn't get many suggestions for my tutorial video, so before I decide on Tirin's suggestion (Winter makeup) or go with the one I like best, you can still pick, just comment down below! I'll be nice enough to rewrite the ideas I had!.... (-_-;)

1. Rosie Huntington- Whiteley 
2. Gyaru Inspired 
3. Candy
4. Winter - 1 vote 
5. Glowy 

Anyways, I'm going to be redoing my header soon to fit valentines day! Maybe I'll even add some new animations! And maybe I'll even change the colour scheme! Yes, I like change, actually I NEED change! The valentines template will be short lived however, for I am going to then make a spring template, then a summer, and fall, and winter again, so on! Yeah, I already got ideas for all!!! Happy Monday! 

❤XOXO❤

Remember to comment down below! 

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star

Good Night!

Sweet dreams prettifuls! 

oh how I wish I had some falsies right now...

❤XOXO❤

☀hanuman ☀

Hai!

I just finished an hour and a half of Hanuman yoga. Wow... intense... you have to be advanced in yoga if you want to do the Hanuman type. It gets confusing if you don't know the terms and you're not flexible! 

So, I took several random pictures. Just my face, my lovely face (^_^)... hehe kidding. Yeah, so my sister thinks I should stop pursing my lips when I take pictures... the thing is... I can't (@_@) it just happens, every time I see a camera. So, isn't pouty lips a trend or such??? 

Oops, my bad, I pursed my lips (^.<)

See sister, I pleased you, I smiled (^_^)... (-_-;)

Artisticness with film grain, poster edges, and sharpens. Oh yeah (^_^)

Oh, yeah, guess what? I am almost done with my anime drawings!!! I will only put them up when I am totally done, okay?!

❤XOXO❤

So Busy \(*O*)/

Oh hello! I've been so busy, sorry! I'm afraid no one will read my blog because it's getting so boring! I've been trying to find new makeup styles to do and practicing my photoshop skills! So, I keep procrastinating to go blog. I also decided to take up drawing anime again, but the pictures aren't ready yet so I'll post them when they are done!! I also meant to take some pictures, but I forgot! I promise some soon and I also promise to show you my anime drawings! Hope everyone has a great Sunday night and a good Monday! 

❤XOXO❤

Oh, yeah and here's Rosie Huntington Whiteley's(favourite model) makeup! Love the naturalness and freshness of this makeup. I also love the lip colour and the dewy skin! 

 

The Randomness of My Life

Oh goodness, my life is full of randomness lately. Some of it being good :) , some of it being bad :(. So let me tell you everything. (I'm feeling pretty weird and hyper today, so don't mind that. Just warning you.) 

First off, I'll go with the bad because I rather just get it over with, haha. So, it is now the second semester of school, to me that's bad because that means new classes not with my friends (T_T) , sadness. So, I was hoping for the best and having some classes with my friends, but it turns out I have classes with some friends and have a lunch with no friends (T_T). There is nobody I know in my lunch on B day, I think it is, and I mean none of my friends. So, what now? Skipping lunch to blog on that time, or sitting alone and feeling like a loser? Or maybe I'll sit with random people I don't know, NO! I would not do that! So, i don't know maybe I'll skip and just blog, sounds good right? Secondly, I want to complain about stress. If you have read my blog anytime in the past week, you know that I was very stressed out about midterms, well that's over now, and the semester change stressed me out even more, so I was double stressed. So guess what happened? Double breakout! I had like four spots on my face, something that rarely happens, thank god they are going away, well they are going away very slowly. So yeah, that is the bad randomness of my life. 

Now, I'll tell you of my good randomness. First, midterms are over, which is a major relief, they went by so fast (@_@). I said that semester changes are bad with the lunches and everything, well on A days I have a good lunch with... people (*O*) yay! Happy (^_^). I am going to Florida on February holiday, which is AMAZING! I can't wait to get a tan and be in warmness! I get to miss one or two days of school for it too, oh yeah (!_!). I have also started working out more, since I don't like having no toned muscles. I like to do intervals of: cardio, kickboxing, pilates, and then yoga. I like cardio and kickboxing, but you need to do some stretches and such to keep your muscles lean and not bulky. I already feel it in my muscles. I have made a new friend, well not exactly new, but new to me. Her name is Victoria and she's super nice! So I guess you can say the good randomness cancels out the bad randomness, right? 

❤XOXO❤

Abandoned bows

I used to be SO into gyaru! USED to. I was always asking for new makeup, circle lenses, clothes, etc and always practicing my makeup and trying new techniques from scans and tutorials... but now I've noticed ever since I've seen the way a lot of gyaru's bash each other on the internet I haven't wanted to post pictures of MY OWN gyaru style for fear that I'll have to hear it. That is why, if your wondering, why I never post gyaru pictures. It also crushed my motivation.  I know it seems pathetic, but that is seriously why. If you've read gyaru secrets or seen some anon comments on your or other's blogs you'd probably understand. Of course, there is the time and money factor of the gyaru style. I NEVER have time to do that makeup and hair, which takes more than twice the time it takes to do my normal hair and makeup. So, I am not leaving gyaru, but I think that if I ever post gyaru pictures, I am going to make sure it's flawless and purely gyaru, although anons and such will still find something to say... *sigh*... I HAVE gotten mean anon comments on my blog before, but I delete them right away! I don't even care what they have to say, but sometimes I can't help but read the comments. I love my readers and followers that are SO kind and probably wouldn't say anything rude to me about my style, but there are people out there that live for bashing people, and I just DON'T want to hear bashing directed towards me.

New haircut

hai hai, guess what? I got a new haircut! 

(don't mind my un-retouched webcam photos) 

Wow, I have barely any die left in my hair, can't wait for it to fully grow out! (^_^)

sleepy eyes (-_-;)

teehee slipper socks! 

Yay! I finally got bangs and I didn't chicken out! I love my hair stylist because she keeps my length and gives me exactly what I have in mind! 

How does it look girlies? 

Oh yeah, and here's my cute little sister! She also got her hair done! OMG! 

The stylist got her impossible-to-stlye-volume-filled-course-thick hair to be silky and straight! Too bad it won't stay that way!!! 

haha, isn't she just adorable? I love her with bangs and a cute little bob hair cut! 

❤XOXO❤

meanwhile, here's a lyric video I made for my favourite song!

*sigh* (e_e) I'm bossy

Oh boy, where to start. Hmm, well this weeks been so busy and absolutely freaking annoying! I've been studying for midterms and studying for midterms and studying for midterms (yes I know I just repeated that I'm studying for midterms three times). Plus, my blog is also important, but I just haven't updated in so long, it seems. It's only been a little, but I need to update sometime or people will get tired of my blog because blogs do get boring when you don't update often. So here is my random, nothingness update! I don't get why some teachers give me homework when I need to study a ton for midterms and don't really have time to do homework. Teachers have no feelings for students during midterms (-_-).

Also, one thing that makes me angry about midterms is that I'm too busy and stressed to do my makeup and hair. All I'm wearing right now is foundation, powder, and shimmery lip balm and one coat of mascara that I rushed on. I straighten my hair, but because of the stress it's flat and nothingness! I can't win. Haha, I complain a lot.

Something else that has happened to me this week is being told to change my nature. Yes, change myself for other people. I am NOT changing myself for other's fancy. I was told yesterday, not mentioning any names, that I was bossy and that I have an aggressive tone of voice and that I come across as... shallow. Yeah, I'll admit it, I am very demanding when it comes to certain situations and I stick up for myself and other's situations. My tone IS aggressive sometimes, especially when people are being quite aggressive with me. So maybe they should take the step not to be so aggressive to me in the first place if they are so upset about me being so aggressive with my tone. (>.<). I am shallow and quite selfish at times, but that's how I've always been. I have videos of me when I was two years old being selfish and mean to other toddlers. I'm not a mean person to people that accept me for me. I do care about what I look like constantly, I do insult bad people, and I do not tolerate people trying to change me. Does that make me a bad person? I was born a  shallow, bossy, and aggressive toned person and I can't change myself overnight. Actually, I can't change myself ever! Actually I could, but I refuse because I'm shallow and don't care about other people, haha (^_^) Oh well, if you treat me well enough you'll know that I'm actually a soft-spoken, honest, trustworthy person, and a great friend. I treat people they way they treat me, so be nice I'll be nice, be aggressive to me, I'll be shallow and aggressive with my tone.

❤XOXO❤

☺ I'm Back! ☺

Hello there, I'm back after like a 6 hour drive (-_-;) 

I got really, really bored on the way, so I took a bunch of random pictures! Yay, right?Haha!

Strange, my eyes look so green in these pictures...

The road I had to stare at for 6 hours...

These are in the nighttime, so they are dark (>.<) 

Isn't the sky absolutely AMAZING?! (@_@) 

Hehe, bored out of my mind!

So, I'll give a little update! Last night I watched three movies: Cape Fear, The Hand that Rocks the Cradle, and Suckerpunch. I've watched both Cape Fear and The Hand that Rocks the Cradle before and they are both really good. They both make me very, extremely angry because I want the bad guys to die, desperately. This is my first time seeing Suckerpunch and it was okay, but SO confusing! I keep trying to figure out what the hell was going on! I still don't get it right now! Okay, I NEED to stop wondering, haha! Today wasn't very exciting because I was mostly traveling, which I think is only fun when you finally get to your destination. It feels so good to be home even though I really didn't want to go home because it was so lovely where we were! I can't wait to go back! Tomorrow's monday... I don't like mondays (-_-) I hope it's a good monday! Okay, enough of the randomness for now, good night!!! 

❤XOXO❤

☃❇ 5° Below 0 ❇☃

Yes, I did say that I wasn't going to be blogging this weekend... but what I didn't expect was to actually have wireless internet up here near Canada in the mountains! So, I got internet so now I can update with you! Anyways, it was very cold outside today, a low of -5 degrees below zero and a high of 10 degrees. Haha, a high of 10 degrees. This weekend has been so fun so far! It's been so pretty out despite the extreme unbearable coldness! The sun is so bright here during the day and the stars are so AMAZING at night (@_@)! And... there's SNOW, which I don't have much of back home, and I love snow, it's my favourite part of Winter. Yesterday, I went sledding in several places and on one hill, my face got covered in snow and then I didn't want to sled anymore. Today I went sledding on the hill near where we are staying, and it's mostly hard snow and ice so I didn't get snow in my face (^_^)! But, I did crash into a tree which was not fun (-_-). Yes, so, It's sunset right now and I took some pictures!

The forest behind our cabin

The prettyful sky

me in the sun (not making me warm, just being bright) with my fuzzy hood

me in the cold also with my fuzzy hood and natural hair and makeup... I look tired  (-_-)

Some cabins, trees, a big rock, and snow

my love, Spunky, freezing his tail off (i don't think you've seen him before, well, he usually doesn't like the camera, maybe he was too cold to run away (>.<)

My two sisters, Maiya and Holly sledding down the big, icy hill near our cabin

I hope everyone has a lovely weekend in Winter time!
☃❤XOXO❤☃

❤My Photoshop Gallery❤

So, I made a video with all of the photoshops I have done! 

I made it on YouTube so that's why I advertise my blog on it, haha!

Enjoy! 

I'm Stessin'

OMG! Midterms are coming soon! AH! It's scary! I need to study, study, study, study and then study some more. I cannot afford to fail these exams! They are a very big part of my grade and if I fail them I'm dead, very much dead. So that means that I won't be blogging big posts for a while, only short ones with some egopics and such before and during January 16th-24th. I will definitely still post, but not long time consuming ones.

Oh hey, by the way, I'm making a video of all of the photoshop I've done. I'll be posting it after finishing up some photoshops I'm currently working on! So that's something you guys can maybe look forward to! I also might make a random video of me doing my makeup because I'm weird like that and I feel like it and I've been really in the mood to make a ton of pointless videos, haha!

And guess what? I'm angry! I cannot make my blog have snow falling in the background and I really want to! It says to place the html code right above the <body tag and I can't find that on my blog html code, so what the heck do I do?!

Want a little sneak on what I'm going to be doing for my blog in the Spring? Well even if you don't I'm going to tell you a anyways. I am going to make a new header and I'm going to find out how to put falling flowers in the background. I am also going to change the background colour, font colour, etc. to be spring themed. So think light pinks purples and blues, some pretty pastel colours.

❤Some EgoPics For Ya❤

So, like I promised I took a few egopics. I realised I was really tired when I got home so I only took a few, there'll be more tomorrow!

❤❤❤Enjoy! ❤❤❤

OH MY GOD! THIS IS MY 97th POST!

WHOO-HOO!

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I Feel Good Today

I think I might post some ego-pics today like Tirin suggested. I actually feel like i look good today and I don't feel that sick anymore, so just wait! Haha!

❤XOXO❤

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Hai, busy weekend, it went by so fast , I've been sick. Sorry for the lack of activity!

Hope you all had a lovely weekend!

Check back on Monday!

Sorry bad webcam pic after getting home from my doctor's office. Ignore it. This is my room anyways!

❤XOXO❤